crazy

Whenever people ask me if I'm okay, and I'm feeling fine, it sets my mind off into a panicky loop. Like, "omg, why are they asking me this? Am I acting different from normal? Is something actually wrong? Omg what's wrong with me? I'm going crazy... I don't want to be crazy.... Fuck now something is wrong... is this ever going to end? Is this going to be what the rest of my life is like? How can I make myself feel better?" It's really awful... I'm not normal, am I?